Friday, November 25, 2011

They're baaaccck....

I had the strangest dream last night, or was it a nightmare? We were at some sort of school camp or excursion which, in hindsight, is never a good setting for a dream because anything that involves school always turns into a nightmare for me. I was relieving myself in the toilet that was, for some reason, directly connected to the main recreational room and the door was wide open. How I ended up in this position I do not know, but it certainly felt very weird now and the door was too far away for me to reach and close. Luckily, nobody seemed to be paying any attention and I could see and hear them merrily chatting and laughing in their own conversations.

After finishing my business, I began to clean myself up. Something felt odd. I stood up slightly and looked down and froze momentarily with shock. 

What the hell is that doing there?!?!?!

I sat back down quickly, hoping that nobody else had notice the male genitalia between my legs. That was supposed to be gone! I was sure the doctor had removed it. They don't grow back do they? Waves of confusion and troughs of anxious, depressed embarrassment crashed through my head. 

I quickly finished cleaning myself and tucking that thing between my legs, I swiftly pulled my pants up hoping that nobody would see anything. After washing my hands, I ran to my bed and dived underneath the covers. God! I had prayed so much in the past to turn me into a girl and you're turning me back into a boy?? Why?!

I cried in anguish, eventually falling to sleep.

I stirred and struggled to raise my weary head. Thank god it was just a dream.... 

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